Last Summer LOVE

Last summer I met a guy ....We live very good things this summer, together.But our history, had a very bad end .... more for meI discovered some things that left me completely shattered.I loved him, I really loved himBut he broke my heart.First I discovered that he slept with one of my sisters, and then I did not give him what he wanted ... I loved him but I was not ready to have my first time .... I always heard that our First time should be with someone special, and he was special I thought he was ... I just was not ready yet.One day he came to my house, he was going to spend the night with me, so he tried to move forward but I said no, because I was not ready for this ...He got very bored and left ...I did not know what to do ....The next day in the afternoon I went with my family and some friends in a bar that we used to go, he showed up.But he was not alone. He appeared at the bar hugged with my best friend ... and when he saw me he kissed her in front of me ...I did not cry, I did not say anything ... but my heart was completely shattered ....First my own sister and then my best friend ...I was devastated for many days ...I stayed more than two months at home, I did not leave home, I did not talk to anyone ...
But then a friend that I have for a long time came to visit me.I did not want to talk to him but he made me listen to him.He made me realize that I was just wasting my time, he made me realize that while I was locked in my room, the person I was in love with was having fun with my best friend.He made me lift my head, and realize that it was no use to suffer for a guy who does not deserve my suffering ...He helped me a lot, in this complicated moment of my life, I owe it to himBut in spite of everything I learned a great lesson, and I realized that if all this happened then it is because he did not love me, it is because he did not deserve to have the privilege that my first time was with him ...He was not the one!And right now, after so long ... I have my friends, I have my family, and honestly I think I'm okay this way.I often see my ex, but now I look at him with a smile on my face as if nothing had happened ...
All this was very complicated, but you have to fall to learn ...
And I do not need someone like him on my side
I need somebody who really loves me

@BehindTheWORLD 

I Just WANT Fly

I still remember this wake up So many days to write had a gleam in the eyes.
It was age to learn then time passed us by was so much to share
And if yesterday we felt alone tomorrow can not arrive
I grew up in the shadow of a dream what did they draw for me?
I told secrets in the moonlight those endless nights
I run behind a horizon made in my measure
I will find the color to paint my life
I know you will one day understand that life is anyway
To be able to win and to lose
Growing up between no and yes
Today I am different
I saved the pain and the pain
Let's live in the present.
And make it much better like our love
Why do not you want to let me go?
The world is outside and I already have wings to climb  
I want to fly high
As free as emotion
That still makes us believe what the heart says
I'm getting closer and closer to be what I want
Step by step you will realize that I'm a woman now

@BehindTheWORLD

Love?

When we talk about love dont seem to make sense.

A lot of people dont know what love is like.

They say "I Love You" as if it was the most normal thing in the world but is not.

They say "I Love You" as if to say "Hello".

They say "I Love You" in vain.

It makes me REALLY confused because I think love has  made to be felt not to be spoken.

But You Can Love, everybody can:

love your family                                                 your friends                                       

something or someone really important for you            your boyfriend or girlfriend

     

even if that love is not reciprocated.

But one thing for sure is that you cant begin to love one day and stop loving the next day.

Love builds up,has barriers and has even disagreements.

love hurts, it does suffer.

but also makes you happy, you just need to be with people that who loves you and you will see.

People say thats not everyone who can love but honestly I dont think.

everyone can love and everyone can feel...

But first you need to learn how to build this love.

You cant force you have to let it flow.

When you love you want to  do good things. 

Smile and make others smile.

Spread your joy and show to the world what you are feeling!

Nothing else matters

                                                

Love is different from like

Love is different from passion

People ask:

       "But what is the difference ?"

-Well, The difference I dont know but I hope to learn with time.

 Because the only thing I know is that love is something beautiful and strong that needs to be felt.

@BehindTheWORLD

- "But the boys and the girls

They don't know

What love is like

Love is like appreciation

Mixed in a double cup of sprite"  - JustinBieber

Salvar

MUSIC !? o.O

Music

What is music?

what music means?

I don't know what music means for you but for me is something really awesome, crazy and important.

I feel alive when I hear.

Its like if everything around me disappeared.

Just me and the music in my little world.

As if nothing else mattered

As if music were talking to me

As if we were connected

I'm living in this world and sometimes I think that I dont belong to him.

Have you ever feel that?

I think everyone already felt it, even if it was only once.

So when it happens I just take my headphones

,turn on the music in the last sound, I close my eyes

and I try to forget everything's around me.

I let me be guided by music, to find my purpose and be free.

When I open my eyes is like if everything had changed.

And it is not because the world has changed, but because the music has the power to make things look better and more easy.

"I believe that my journey in this world has a purpose"

@BehindTheWORLD

#music #life <3

"But I gotta keep trying, gotta keep my head held high" - MileyCyrus

Salvar

Being MYSELF

hello, my name is C... 

im here today because,I need to get rid of all the things that bother me ...

There are many problems, many themes, many things, many people trying

 to survive in a place where people try to lie us down, judging us, attacking us ...
I'm tired of being silent when what I want to do is talk ... I'm not the kind of

 person who likes to be quiet when something is bothering me ...
But I am also a human and need to vent, and I have the feeling that this is the

 most appropriate place for this.

In all my life until today I have been and continue to be the one who hears 

the problems of others, who advises, who tries to help ...
but what about me?
Who is listening my problems?
Who is trying to help me?
no one....
until today the people I have trusted have been very disappointing ...
All people say I have a complicated way, because I say everything I think, whether

 good or bad, if I think a person did something wrong or bad, I say directly ...
But sometimes my frontality hurts people ...and I know it

But my intention is not to hurt, it is to try to show people that they can be better,

 that they should fight for what they want and what they believe
All the people that know me say that I'm like my father ...
Because we have this character
We are ironic, sarcastic, overly direct
But I prefer to be like this ... I prefer to walk with my head held high because I told

 a person that she did something I didnt like, than talking on the back of that person

I mean ... I'm not going to put my hand on your head and say "it's okay, dont worry"

 if you do something wrong, right?
Because if I'm really your friend I'm going to tell the truth in your face ... not on your back...

I do not know if I'm explaining what I really mean but I love my family and my friends

 and I just want the best for them ... I want to help them ... even if they do not help me.
And in my opinion, that means being honest with them and myself.

@BehindTheWORLD

Believe Yourself

 

Sometimes you look around and you dont know why some people act like they know you if they even dont like you.

 They wants to know you better than himself.

Its like if everything that you know, that you say,that you believe,think or does, makes no sense.

when you look that people you start thinking and asking yourself if they had no life, if your life is so importante like that, and youre so focused on what others think about you,that you even stop dreaming.

But here's what I think:

     youre life is not importante to them

they dont care if youre ok

they dont care if you have some problems

they dont wants to help you

they only wants to know something bad about you and your life, and try to makes you feel sad, to judge you...

People are bad.

They can be happy only if they do something bad to the other people.

They push you  down so you need to be more stronger than them, be confdent.

Believe yourself and keep smiling because I know that youre smile is the only weapon to destroy them.

NEVER FORGET IT

@BehindTheWORLD

"life is worth living so live another day...people make mistakes,only god can judge me" -JustinBieber