Last summer I met a guy ....We live very good things this summer, together.But our history, had a very bad end .... more for meI discovered some things that left me completely shattered.I loved him, I really loved himBut he broke my heart.First
I discovered that he slept with one of my sisters, and then I did not
give him what he wanted ... I loved him but I was not ready to have my
first time .... I always heard that our First time should be with someone special, and he was special I thought he was ... I just was not ready yet.One day he came to my house, he was going to spend the night with me,
so he tried to move forward but I said no, because I was not ready for
this ...He got very bored and left ...I did not know what to do ....The next day in the afternoon I went with my family and some friends in a bar that we used to go, he showed up.But he was not alone. He appeared at the bar hugged with my best friend ... and when he saw me he kissed her in front of me ...I did not cry, I did not say anything ... but my heart was completely shattered ....First my own sister and then my best friend ...I was devastated for many days ...I stayed more than two months at home, I did not leave home, I did not talk to anyone ...
But then a friend that I have for a long time came to visit me.I did not want to talk to him but he made me listen to him.He made me realize that I was just wasting my time, he made me realize that while I was locked in my room, the person I was in love with was having fun with my best friend.He made me lift my head, and realize that it was no use to suffer for a guy who does not deserve my suffering ...He helped me a lot, in this complicated moment of my life, I owe it to himBut in spite of everything I learned a great lesson, and I realized that if all this happened then it is because he did not love me, it is because he did not deserve to have the privilege that my first time was with him ...He was not the one!And right now, after so long ... I have my friends, I have my family, and honestly I think I'm okay this way.I often see my ex, but now I look at him with a smile on my face as if nothing had happened ...
All this was very complicated, but you have to fall to learn ...
And I do not need someone like him on my side
I need somebody who really loves me
@BehindTheWORLD
But then a friend that I have for a long time came to visit me.I did not want to talk to him but he made me listen to him.He made me realize that I was just wasting my time, he made me realize that while I was locked in my room, the person I was in love with was having fun with my best friend.He made me lift my head, and realize that it was no use to suffer for a guy who does not deserve my suffering ...He helped me a lot, in this complicated moment of my life, I owe it to himBut in spite of everything I learned a great lesson, and I realized that if all this happened then it is because he did not love me, it is because he did not deserve to have the privilege that my first time was with him ...He was not the one!And right now, after so long ... I have my friends, I have my family, and honestly I think I'm okay this way.I often see my ex, but now I look at him with a smile on my face as if nothing had happened ...
All this was very complicated, but you have to fall to learn ...
And I do not need someone like him on my side
I need somebody who really loves me
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